Wednesday, December 15, 2010

A peek inside my mind

Well, I told you that this blog was going to be a walk through my mind, so today thats just what you are going to get. Im going to tell you a little bit about what makes me tick. First of all, I am a SHE..Sidetracked Home Executive. I do tend to get very sidetracked. I have great intentions but tend to get distracted with this or that or the other thing. Usually I  find tv or the computer distracting me the most. I dont know if other women are this way, but I start a project, and then get distracted with another one and then end up usually not getting any of it completely finished. If I do get things completed, its because by some miracle I go from  task to task long enough that they all end up getting done. I am also what they call a discouraged perfectionist. This means that I have a perfectionists heart but when the inevitable happens and  things arent perfect, I get frustrated. I also can sometimes feel I have to control things, because growing up things were so much out of my control that now that I am an adult, I feel that now I can control it. God is graciously and patiently teaching me that its best to let Him control it. I wont lie, sometimes I still try to take the reigns. The last thing I wanted to share today is that I am a very sensitive, deeply reflective, and sometimes over emotional person. One of the reasons I started this blog, and one of the things I have found difficult about it, is that I often dont know how to bring out what I know is inside me. Thank you to for reading this blog and giving me a chance to outlet some of it.