Where Ive been

Wow, I knew I had been on kind of a hiatus but I didnt realize it had been quite this long! Sorry to leave you haning (those of you that were hanging that is). Where have I been? Well, I have been dealing with a lot. On February 22, my father called me after having only ever seen him once that I was old enough to remember (and I barely remember that). Just a few short weeks later, toward the end of March, he came to visit.  There has not only been that to process, but I have had a lot of other things on my mind as well. Its strange that my husband and I have had such an open and honest relationship and I could tell him most anything, but for the first time, Im feeling things that I dont even know how to adequately express. I guess some times God just works in our heart so deeply that words just arent enough to express it. Im reminded of Romans 8:26, wich says,  "Likewise the Spirit also helpeth our infirmities: for we know not what we should pray for as we ought: but the Spirit itself maketh intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered." Sometimes, even in prayer we cant even express to God what we are feeling, let a lone make another human understand. I will try to see in the coming days if I can form some thoughts out of it all. Until then, good night and God bless.